Friday, 27 January 2012

The plan

I hate having plans on the whole, but these days I think I could use one. I have spent years wandering around 1/2 asleep and numb to how much needs to be done to take care of myself and someone else.

I have been sitting in my apartment and picking out the flaws for something to do, and trying to come up with a plan for the rest of my year. Mostly I am just stressing over a plan that may/may not be headed into a tail spin.

Right now I am laying in bed and can just vaguely smell the distinct smell of a man. I am waiting on the man belonging to that smell to arrive at my apartment this morning. It has me all keyed up and nervous.

Am I rambling? I'm rambling. Back to the topic of plans we go!!!

I made a plan, or goals, or whatever you want to call them. I sat down and I wrote them out. 3 for each topic, 7 topics in total. I tried to do a short, medium and long term goal, but for some things that just isn't possible.

You would not believe how hard it can be to write out goals. Especially relationship goals when you're not in a relationship. I also found spirituality a hard one... I took a lot of time to think that one through. I am mostly ambivalent towards religion and spirituality on the whole but I finally managed to pick 3 things for my goals.

I will post the list in a little while, right now I should be sleeping and waiting for the man that belongs to the smell of my bed to come find me.


Thursday, 26 January 2012

What I know now.

When you get out on your own, you get bored really fast, and after a while you figure out it's because you spent 90% of your time doing shit for other people... So then you fill your time with stuff that seems pointless, but then you suddenly realize, that pointless stuff is actually the stuff you love, like painting, reading, dancing, and brushing cats.... Then you get happy.


So I know I have been absent for a while. I moved into my new place and my phone stopped working so I had 0 internet for the longest time. Thankfully my phone is back up and working so I can keep you updated from here.

The new place is pretty awesome. It has a few things to be fixed but it's pretty great all around. Beautiful hardwood floors and we finally got some window dressings up.

Marra and I are making due and things are working themselves out, slowly. Her boyfriend is pretty great and I am still single. It is a nice feeling.

I will post pictures soonish :)

Sunday, 1 January 2012

Happy New Years.

I just wanted to let everyone know that I have started moving into my new apartment and that everything is beautiful! We are slowly getting together all the little things we need, but it's going to be a slow process!

In other news my roomie/bestie got a job at the same place I did and she starts bright and early Monday morning! I am so excited for her =D Once we have 2 incomes coming in it will be much easier on both of us. Until then we will scrape by and manage day by day ^.^

Also if anyone has a double mattress and box spring or any other mattress for that matter, send me a message or leave me a comment! We are in need of beds for once we get all moved in!

I will update you more later, but until then Happy New Years! I wish you all the best in the coming New Year! I have spent my NYE watching movies and making food for everyone ^.^

What's your resolution for the new year?